Saturday, January 01, 2005
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Even tho SP is poserish this is me and my Lou's song for the year cuz it started playing right at midnight. We messed with the tv that wouldn't work so we couldn't bring in the new year with the mtv special thingy.. instead we listened to music and stared at the clock impatiently. lol. and now i have to go i'll talk later..
Posted at 1/1/2005 6:13:31 pm by
GCMusicRox
Friday, December 31, 2004
friend is coming over i'll say what we did later.. bye!! happy frickin' new years!!
peace biatches!! =)
Posted at 12/31/2004 4:15:02 pm by
GCMusicRox
Thursday, December 30, 2004
MoViEs..
I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creeping about
These people are
Freaking me out (these days)
It’s getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won’t leave me alone
There’s things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can’t anyone see
I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x6]
I rock a
Lawsuit when I’m going to court
A white suit when I’m gettin’ divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I’m home alone
Talkin’ on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
They’re saying
“Now you’re rich and
Now you’re famous
Fake ass girls all know your name and
Lifestyles of the rich and famous
Your first hit aren’t you ashamed?”
Of the life [x2]
Of the life we’re livin’
I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Stop your messin’ around boy
Better think of your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers
Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we’re coming from
We’ve already seen
The worst that this life can bring
Now we expect it everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know
I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live [x3]
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
All I'm doing today is watching movies and listening to music.. Sid & Nancy, Another State Of Mind, Not Another Teen Movie, Nightmare Before Christmas, and Beetlejuice.. maybe just listening to music and playing guitar.. I dunno. I won't have many stories till school again. I'll post pix of pplz reactions to my piercings. tahaha. bye.
Posted at 12/30/2004 4:04:21 pm by
GCMusicRox
.:i'm allowed on again.. HAPPY!!
Two fat men were walking through the forest
Walking through the forest
Both of them in chorus
Oh my god it's a tiny little native
Tiny little native
Thank god we found him
We're just hanging out so please go home
We ain't talking that loud so leave us alone
Burn the huts and rape the women
Show them how to save their souls
Toss the sinners in the bonefire
Teach them how to love control
Cast them out and point the finger
Blame them for what's wrong these days
Turn them into perfect people
Teach them how to love control
(Control. Control. Control.)
Two fat pigs were walking down the street
And walking down through park
And looking for some trouble
Came upon a ratty little faggot
Whiny little faggot
We're just hanging out so please go home
We ain't talking that loud so leave us alone
We've got questions if you've got the answers
If you've got no answers, we have got some questions
What's got eight legs
And I giant ego
Fleeing like a demon
Staring at his Jesus
We're just hanging out so please go home
We ain't talking that loud so leave us alone
Burn the huts and rape the women
Show them how to save their souls
Toss the sinners in the bonefire
Teach them how to love control
Cast them out and point the finger
Blame them for what's wrong these days
Turn them into perfect people
Teach them how to love control
(Control. Control. Control.)
i had a good christmas. whatever. i got my lip and nose pierced!! someone certain thinx it was stupid but i think it looks good.. tehehehe.. i can't wait to scare all the ppl at school.. anyways.. bye. : )
peace biatches!! : ]P
Posted at 12/30/2004 1:33:33 pm by
GCMusicRox
Monday, December 06, 2004
I'm grounded and I'm not supposed to be on so since I'm not on AIM at all I just wanted to say I probably won't be for a few months actually maybe less but I don't know my mom is being really strict since it's the first time I've ever been grounded talk to you all hopefully soon. Bye. : //
Posted at 12/6/2004 4:44:51 pm by
GCMusicRox
Sunday, November 28, 2004
GC uPdAte!! (Read this also if you don't like GC. You'll be happy. Well sort of happy. Just don't comment about it or I'll delete your message ((If it's a hate message that is.)) Fan messages are welcome.)
Here's why I'm pissed off.: (I forget all of the other videos don't sue me for it) VMA's::GC-Hold On v. LP-Breaking The Habit. Results:: LP Wins after GC should've 'cause Hold On has a meaning and all the way thru the polls LP was pretty low and GC was really high. LP won at the LAST MINUTE!! CHEATERS!! Now this morning, I woke up to Joel's beautiful voice (lol and the very talented Benji, Billy, Paul and Chris. Can't forget them!! ;-)), The MTV Europe Music Awards were on (And still are.. lol) And I had gone to sleep @ one in the morning so if it wasn't for my GC senses (;-) that's what I call it when I'm able to tell when something good is happening with GC lol like if they're on TV..) I wouldn't be awake. So I ran over to the TV just to find I was to late and they were announcing the winner. Who won. Guess LP!! I WONDER HOW THEY WON. HmMmMmM. CHEATERS!!
That's all I have to say.. for now.. if they win another one when they're against GC there will be a word to say.. MURDER.. (haha papa roach will help me murder them!! get it? papa roach.. getting away with murder? oh nvm)
Posted at 11/28/2004 8:21:51 am by
GCMusicRox
You're a very famous Benji hairstyle. The pink
shock. Awww... the good old days! You're very
energetic and like to have fun.
Which Benji hairstyle are you? brought to you by QuizillaWow... You know a lot!!! I'm impressed... Anyway,
please do me a favor and check out my site:
Do you know your Good Charlotte lyrics? brought to you by Quizilla(ahhhh labels!!) goth, punk
What stereotypical high-schooler are you? brought to you by Quizilla
What Kind of M&M are you? brought to you by QuizillaThat's really true.. what it says on the pic.. Yet I'm wondering why I took a quiz about an M&M.. *bursts out laughing*
(okay... i don't get it)
You are an enigma wraped in a mystery, you blog
for yourself. You have your own reasons for
doing what you do. We are still glad your here!
What kind of blogger am I? brought to you by Quizilla
Slice out their tongue, and place it between their
meats of ass.
Which Swear Word Are You? brought to you by Quizilla (I know I'm not supposed to swear Benj!! But I didn't say it!!) (Does it count?)
maybe your life sucks, but you're not gonna let
that make you feel bad about yourself. you're
always there for your friends with a good word
of advice. you know what they're going through
and maybe you did the same thing. you've
learned your lesson and realize you're here for
a reason. if you ever try and hurt yourself,
just remember to hold on....
which good charlotte song are you? brought to you by Quizilla (not a very good quiz lol i mean the quality.. not the questions i guess.. i dunno but i luv the song so i'm putting it on here)
You're Benji!! You don't like to get mixed up with
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everybody should know you're you!! You like to
do what you want and you don't care what others
think of that... You're also good in flirting
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Posted at 11/28/2004 12:02:36 am by
GCMusicRox
Saturday, November 27, 2004
I'M MOST LIKE MYSELF!! LOL I'm gonna add pics to the results and it's not done 'cause I need info on our other band members so if you take it you'll either get me or sydney. :-D
Posted at 11/27/2004 3:52:31 pm by
GCMusicRox
Posted at 11/27/2004 12:42:24 pm by
GCMusicRox
Thursday, November 25, 2004
ThanxGiving!! *:second half:*
List of things I did:
•Played with my lil cousin. (Daisy. I'll put pics of her on here as soon as my other cuz's send them to me. You'll be surprised by how she looks!! :-D)
•Sat and watched a movie a bit and listened to stories about how my cuz had to get picked up from the police station an amount of times. (NOT HER FAULT LOL)
•Ate and listened to stories about horses from a girl named Jodi. Terrible stories. There was one where she had a horse and a thunder storm started while she was riding it and she got off "'cause it's kinda stupid to ride in a thunder storm.". And next to where she kept her horse there was this "stable" that was just a tin roof that had about 50 horses tied up under it and right before her eyes a bolt of lightning/thunder hit it and shocked all the horses. Not one survived. And there was another one where she was at Bay meadows and there was this one horse that was really fast and at the last minute after he had won the race the jockey threw the reins over his head and they snapped his leg in half and the jockey jumped off and just left him there then later on then dragged him to the side and immediately put him to sleep. She said she was never going back there again but her friends had brought her along. I was near tears. :-[
•Looked at pics of where my Aaron (My soon to be cuz) and Carrie (my cuz) are getting married.
•AND BEST OF ALL!! Got pics of my butt taken!! HAHA We were taking pics just because, and Aaron said now I would like you to turn around and me and my 2 cuz's (Not Daisy lol) stuck our butts out!! :-D So yeah I'll post that pic on there too. HAHA.
LATERZ!! :-D
Posted at 11/25/2004 10:26:12 pm by
GCMusicRox
